Let's Just Burn the UNNEEDED person



Heyyo Boys and Girls ! Ooo , I'm thinking GD's song , Crayon !!! Come on girls , come on boyss :D hahah , sungguh merepek hamba ini . Muahaha :) Okayy , let's go on to business (kau ingat ni PKU nak business bagai?!) soooo , see the AMAZING + AWESOME title up there ? Yeap ! Let's just burn the unneeded (Bodoh , bangang , bahlul , perasan , selfish , sombong dan sewaktu dengannya..) !

Last two post I was talking about "Move On" and then I was posting some stupid things about "Not yet" . Well the part I miss them was TOTALLY true :) No doubt that I miss them so much but at the same time , I'm thinking , if I keep on missing my old life , how would my SPM result goes ?? Again , thanks to friends in BSD , they make realise that even though we miss our Form 3 , we miss our hangout , our playful  attitude , how we're not stressed out , we really need to get great results . Form 3 will never be repeated again , we should just be glad that we've been through it . I failed ! yes , I do , I should wake up from this sadness a long time ago . And yes , I have reasons why I said I can't move on , I said I need my friend .

Sebenarnya , I have problems to know people . Maksud aku , aku tak pandai menilai , pada aku , orang yang at the first place buad baik dengan aku , itu adalah kawan aku and aku akan cuba buat anything to pleased her/him . Apa sekalipun aku akan cuba buad baik , jaga hati dia and bila aku rasa dia ignore aku , I will apologise . But I didn't realise that maybe someday they will hurt my feelings , to make it simple kawan pakai buang .. I've met a lot but I still can't be sure ... You would've guess what I've been facing now right . Dear you , I really like being your friend but I had enough being used . you just know less than a year , I've given so much chances , so I hope you will realise and change ...

So now , I want to follow what my friends did . I want to ignore everything that is not important . I want to focus on my SPM . I want to go for "ACHIEVERS" I want to be a "TUTOR" , and I will 'burn' the unneeded persons in heart . Yeah , I want to gained my confident back . So , please welcome , I will not call the new , but the OLD Nasuha Rashid :) The positive one , the laughable one , the one who asked lots of question . Yes , I would love to be that girl again . And I hope , with my bestfriend in TiKL Izzati Lokman , I can face another year with the same classmate and roomates ... In Sha Allah :)


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